Tarot is a way for us to get in touch with our innermost truth. Tarot spreads help us look inside ourselves to connect with our higher wisdom. Having a seasoned reader unpack the hidden and interrelated meaning of the cards can be a helpful tool in gaining insight into your innate truth.
I've been reading tarot for over 20 years and work with a deck that calls itself "the transcendental game of zen". I think you'll find the reading clarifying and grounding.
I'd love to help you dive into asking yourself quality questions with the power of this game of inquiry and insight.